Sorry for the lack of posting :(

Life has been crazy over the last few weeks. So lets back up in time. We had family that came out for a week. The original intent was for them to meet baby JL however due to god's plans for us that was unable to happen. My husbands family decided to come out anyways. We had a wonderful time together. God had a bigger plan for baby JL besides giving us continued hope that there is a child out there waiting for us. God used baby JL to change relationships in our lives that probably would not have been changed otherwise. God always has a bigger plan out there for us that we are not always able to see and somethings there is a very rough road to walk through with Him first. I am so thankful for him giving me a positive outlook in a very emotional and heart ripping situation.

 Pictures for Hwy 12 (A drive we went on when my husband's parents were here)

Over the last couple of weeks we have went through two failed femara treatments. After the last treatment the RE decided to keep me on the same does of 5mg because it worked however we missed the time frame with the ultrasounds. Femara treatment #3 was the same as treatment #2 however the only difference was we were waiting for the cycle that was not coming. So on CD #54 the RE decided I could go ahead with the treatment without starting a new cycle. However after day 7 of meds mother nature decided that this treatment was a no. So 3 days later we started Femara treatment #4. Same does as last time. Day 14 ultrasound showed 5 follicles however the 2 biggest ones were only 10mm and the left ovary is where the cyst is located and has not changed which is a good thing. The RE is currently deciding if they are going to continue with the same med or change the course of meds at this point.

Other things that have been going on in my life....
We have been working on totally ripping up our whole front yard. We ripped up the whole yard by hand , laid landscaping bricks down, planted plants and moved 13 ton of rock.

       The Front Yard (This is what it looked like when we bought our house last April)

 Front Yard Before

 After we ripped all the weeds out and put landscaping bricks in

 After Flowers and Rock was put in

 Yard is finally ready to have grass seed put in

 The back yard with some work done. We put in the bricks last year because that's where the pool goes.

However our fence blow down last year during the storm and we have to fix it yet.

 I talked my husband in to making the garden bigger. Last year it was even with the back of the shed.

Putting grass in the back yard is our project for next year.

Here is two of my new favorite songs that I have recently heard at church.
http://youtu.be/PS1_4Ni6szQ

http://youtu.be/r_GNVWAo1pY

Sorry for the link but for some reason I can't get the songs to save as a drafts. I been trying for the last couple of weeks.

Sorry for the randomness and I can't wait to get back to the blogging world. Oh how I have missed all the support from all of you.