Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Friday, February 18, 2011

Femara Treatment #1

So confusing and a very emotional ride....Wednesday night the nurse called and said that the ultrasound confirmed that there was no change and that I did not respond. They were to be calling me Thursday to set up the meds for the next treatment and I was suppose to go get the new meds. However that's not quick what happened. They called Thursday afternoon to tell me that the RE looked at again the u/s again and is thinking that we missed the surge and that it might of worked or it still could not of worked to. Nothing like an emotional ride but here is the other half. After the Friday u/s on day 12 they called me Monday and said it didn't work and that I could go back for an ultrasound which was Wednesday or just wait for it to come. However knowing that it doesn't come on its own I opted to pay the extra $300 to just do the u/s so we could just get started on the next cycle. So I was a bad waiting mother to be and skipped the things I was suppose to do because I was just exhausted and just wanted to get the extra sleep I've been needing. The worst part was Tuesday there was a possible pos. OPK but it wasn't as dark but it was almost there and the closet it has ever been but after they confirmed Wednesday night it did work I just gave up. Then we I got that call on Thursday that was not what I was expecting I starting getting mad at myself for skipping needles to say I will never do that again but its hard when it is such an emotional ride. I have to go in for labs on Wednesday to see what happened. I'll keep you updated.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Femara Treatment #1

U/S result as the same from last week which is a good thing and a bad thing. Good thing is that my cyst is not growing bad thing is another month a failed meds. They are going to contact me tomorrow with my new plan and send the meds over so we can get started on the next cycle.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Femara Treatment #1

Femara Treatment #1 is a failure...Yes that dreaded call from the RE with the ultrasound results after a bad emotional weekend. It was the perfect way to start off my week. Only 8 and all pretty small...I have to go back in for an ultrasound tomorrow to confirm it didn't work then off to the next dose but only higher this time. Side effects have been 12lbs of weight gain, more abnormal pain then normal and never ending hunger part of the day and then the other half of the day I'm so full I don't want to eat anything. I'll try to update tomorrow after I find something out.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Jeremy Camp - Walk by Faith (acoustic)

I wish one of these treatments would just work

I Don't think that there is one thing in this world that I would not give up to for one more chance. I know that it is all in God's hand it is all up to him and I know that he has a plan I just have to wait but it is so hard month after month of nothing. You just struggle inside and its so hard to understand why.

Monday, February 7, 2011

Femara Treatment #1

I am done with the Femara as of last night. I had minimal side effects which were weight gain (9lbs not minimal but I can deal with it) and dizziness. My ultrasound is scheduled for Friday. Keeping my fingers crossed and praying my soul out that it works.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Femara Treatment #1

After my long awaited u/s that was 45 minutes late....and more on and on...Lets just say my bladder was in more than word can say pain for almost 2 hours. They came out and told me I had to do blood work...I knew then that it was over and not a go because that meant that the cyst is larger then 15mm. We'll it was bigger and I really thought that when she called me it would be a no go but she told me that they decided it was a go...I said what she said its a go....YAYAYAYA!!!!!! Praying that it works....My next ultrasound is the 11th. I start Femara today.